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Feb. 27th, 2012 08:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
endlesscalling[Filter: Private]
I
Every time I wake up, I think it'll have been a bad dream, and we'll still be getting ready to go, and Lara will be ...
It's my fault, isn't it?
It's my fault.
I was supposed to protect her, and all I managed was -- was that. She -- She and Lord Henry, both, it's --
I don't know how Dame Ree can even keep moving. I look at her and she looks so ... and I just can't pull myself together. It doesn't matter what I try. It doesn't matter what I do, what I try to make up for. Lady Lara's still ...
I bet Ree's even told Lady Eve. I don't know why she wouldn't have. All of us, flying to Rayla as fast as we can, and the people we were supposed to help are --
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I
Every time I wake up, I think it'll have been a bad dream, and we'll still be getting ready to go, and Lara will be ...
It's my fault, isn't it?
It's my fault.
I was supposed to protect her, and all I managed was -- was that. She -- She and Lord Henry, both, it's --
I don't know how Dame Ree can even keep moving. I look at her and she looks so ... and I just can't pull myself together. It doesn't matter what I try. It doesn't matter what I do, what I try to make up for. Lady Lara's still ...
I bet Ree's even told Lady Eve. I don't know why she wouldn't have. All of us, flying to Rayla as fast as we can, and the people we were supposed to help are --
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